Actually I want to write this blog entry since days and I had in my head what I was going to write and now I lost it all and
am afraid I’ll write some unimportant and random stuff nobody could be bothered.
Usually I am trying to write more generally speaking, so everybody can relate to it and pull out the nutritious information they need. So rather telling what’s specifically so awesome in my life I’ll try to tell our great family feels.
Yesterday at the dinner table with Shawnee and Zoe I felt the first time something like a family feeling, which is really nice. So far dinners together in shanghai still didn’t feel like something a family is doing, more like a boyfriend with his girlfriend and her daugther who also lives with us. Maybe the family camp I’ve been to the last 5 days had influence as well. (The family camp is a family gathering of 3-5 families who all enjoy nature and games for a week). However, I now feel like I have my own little family, with or without Liam. The feeling while dinner yesterday was a warm and embracing feeling, which made me happy. Not crazy lets go to Disneyland happiness, more like a everything is balanced happiness. I am thankful I found my little family, because I was a little worried I am to nervous and change girlfriends every 2 years.
Photography wise many things happened, since I told myself I really want to push my photography more seriously on the 24th of July this year. First I took those pictures here of my pregnant girlfriend Shawnee and her daughter Zoe: